can i be real with y'all? i'm kinda fucking scared of the whiteboard tests to get any kind of dev job. and you might think, lol, what privilege to even get in the running for those. that's fair. but i still feel the same way. there's a lot of perceived pressure on me to be on top of my game at all times to get a halfway palatable job. and i have the bad fortune to be really attached to my line of work, because i'm an autistic nerd and love it.