Laying in bed attempting to sleep, and instead tossing about while my mind goes over "what do I do with my real name" yet again
I don't want a name change for strictly gender-related reasons, but thanks to associations that make me super uncomfortable I have zero desire to continue using it in the long term
Kaito Sinclaire is a really good, really fitting name for myself but I want a degree of separation from *me* and *my character*
Maybe I should still keep the Sinclaire last name regardless of what I do