i still feel that i'll never be able to support myself and my 'family' no matter what i do
why does every choice i make seem to be the wrong one
why does everything i do turn out so... inconsequential or worthless
one of my old friends mentioned someone who used to mod SRB2 moving on to working on AHiT and I'm just ... that's cool...
but it makes me incredibly depressed, spending nine years of my life working on that very game and the only thing it's really ever gotten me is grief
i just get forgotten, all the time, for everything i do, ever
unless i make a mistake
then everybody knows it's me and will happily exclaim that everywhere
i'm only allowed to be known for the times i fail
@KS hugs...
one of my old friends mentioned someone who used to mod SRB2 moving on to working on AHiT and I'm just ... that's cool...
but it makes me incredibly depressed, spending nine years of my life working on that very game and the only thing it's really ever gotten me is grief
i just get forgotten, all the time, for everything i do, ever