do you feel that the word "trans" applies comfortably to you? if not, are there other people who identify as NB that you mentally consider to fit that label?

i don't necessarily mean in a self-gatekeeping way or anything, but the conflation of those two terms seems to vary from person to person

i've been sort of iffy about where i fit into the whole "cis"/"trans" dichotomy but i've also still felt aimless about pretty much everything about the NB identity