Kaito / Katie Sinclaire @KS@is.a.qute.dog

Why can I not rationalize anything I do as 'good' despite being told otherwise countless times

Why do I feel like everything I've ever done is insignificant

@shekkiesqueaks You're cool then. <3

Sorry, that's just not the vibe I was getting from the linked article though.

@shekkiesqueaks @HerraBRE If you want a free license, the MIT and Apache licenses are lovely for those purposes. Personally I use the zlib license for my works.

I absolutely hate the attempts to instill fear in / shame others because they don't want to indulge in viral "copyleft" licenses that offer them no protection to things that actually *matter* to people, like code theft.

@HerraBRE @shekkiesqueaks Shaming someone into abandoning their rights for the most anti-free license filled with viral BS is not something to be proud of.

@shekkiesqueaks this feels like trying to shame people into using the GPL and that is _bad_

@HTHR I don't know what I expected

@remmah I've been with them since February, their payment plan require like 40% down and I'm still unsure how much it would cost even to get teeth pulled - it was something like $700 for one tooth without insurance before (but that had to be surgically removed)

@noiob @boots gif -> other formats has problems with variable speed gifs as far as I know. Pretty sure something would go wrong with my avatar if it was stuck through ffmpeg.

@vahnj May have to get the tooth (teeth?) pulled to take care of it, which would be cheaper but I already went through that earlier this year and I don't know how well it would go over with my job and

Just a big ball of stress and pain right now x-x hoping the Ibuprofen I took will last for my shift

@vahnj I was trying to hold off until December at the encouragement of my dentist because that's when insurance will actually start covering things, and it would be a few thousand dollars *that I don't have* to properly fix right now

That was last month and things have rapidly gotten worse, and I'm not entirely sure what to do

@vahnj I struggle with feelings like "nobody cares anyway" and "others deserve it more" which makes it difficult

Going to the dentist is a given but I have to juggle things together with work because I really don't want things going south there x-x

Tooth pain has rapidly gotten worse over the past 48 hours, f

Insurance won't cover anything until December, don't really have money to deal with this right now, worry about being too much of a burden to ask anybody else for help, and am in enough pain to make functioning difficult

What do? x-x

@usr_local_share Long and short of it: https://is.a.qute.dog/@KS/2272/

/about/more updated, separating my character bio, info about me, and info about this instance into separate sections. Also gave them all a little touch-up.

@bea sylv

@bea Except not ... for me? Is it some dumb thing in master that I didn't notice?

@bea huh, whenever people mention you, the link in the mention goes to /users/bea instead of to /@bea... which breaks the link parser, so I can't pull up your profile on web by clicking on the mention...